almost-sane

god im sleepy, but anywho. kinda ironic that the new skin is called black dream skin. so, yeah im going to explore new venues of art like photography and writing. nuff said. oh so sleepy...

what if? I died: I kissed you: I fell: I lived next door to you: I showed up at your house unexpectedly: I stole something: I was murdered: I cried: I asked you to marry me: I was hospitalized: ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: Smile: ::WOULD YOU::/ Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me? Keep a secret if i told you one? Hold my hand? Study with me? Cook for me? Love me? Date me? Have sex with me? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Thought I was unbearably annoying? Hated me? Wanted to tell me something but

[11/30/09 7:25:30 PM] Ruth: [ ] smoked [x] consumed alcohol [x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex [x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex [  ] kissed someone of the same sex [x] had sex [x] had someone in your room other than family [x] watched porn [ ] bought porn [x] tried drugs TOTAL: 7 [x] taken painkillers [x] taken someone else's prescription medicine [x] lied to your parents [x] lied to a friend [x] snuck out of the house [x] done something illegal [x] felt hurt [x] hurt someone [x] wished someone to die [  ] seen someone die TOTAL: 16 [x] missed curfew [x] stayed out all night